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For the past year or so, the shape of escapism I've wanted has been a murder mystery. I struggle with stories that are too frothy and joyful when the world around me isn't. Mysteries offer a world where evil exists, but can be contained: a fantasy of justice. But for the past year I've been more acutely aware than ever that justice in America is a fantasy in the pejorative sense.

P. Djèlí Clark's book A Master of Djinn, set in an alternate 1912, is a mystery novel for people who want to imagine that justice could work differently. The heroine, special investigator Fatma el-Sha'arawi, works for the Egyptian Ministry of Alchemy, Enchantments, and Supernatural Entities, a new bureau formed to manage the chaos caused by the late nineteenth-century reappearance of djinn. Egypt is central, here. It is the cosmopolitan land that the djinn chose; Cairo is now full of shining buildings designed by djinn architects. The colonizing European countries, suspicious of magic, form a smug sort of backwater.

Master of Djinn waltzes backwards and in very sharply shined shoes through a number of classic mystery tropes. I particularly enjoyed seeing Fatma, with her bowler hat and huge collection of coordinated pinstriped suits, as the cynical and grumpy senior detective resisting a new partner. The partner in this case, Hadia Abdel Hafiz, is a feminist activist who wears bright blue hijab and knows a mosque that holds Friday services for women. Like all good grumpy detectives, Fatma is entangled with a mysterious and alluring woman. The femme fatale in question holds an unsettling allegiance to the goddess Hathor and occasionally manifests literal claws. She also has a large and loving family who run a bustling restaurant, and an aunt who, in classic matriarchal fashion, dispenses wise advice. But my absolute favorite reframing of mystery tropes is the moment when the masked antagonist who has been posing as a literal master of djinn reveals a fascination with Fatma, a grand rivalry propelled by rhetoric about twins and shadows, and Fatma laughs at the ridiculous overweening arrogance this construction entails.

Though Master of Djinn is hanging out in a cool club drinking sarsaparilla with mysteries, its home is the fantasy genre. The clues that matter are clearly telegraphed, but the reason why each clue matters involves magic and the nature of the city itself, and the reader won't have the context to generate these explanations until the story gets there. The key, I think, is interlocking gears. The center of the Ministry of Alchemy, Enchantments, and Supernatural Entities is a clockwork brain designed by a djinn. It represents the interlocking factions and desires, some humans and some more than human, actively maintained by the commitments and collisions that make a city. I hadn't read Clark's previous stories about Cairo, but I'm looking forward to consuming all of them, joyfully and in no particular order, bolstered among pillows or curled in a cozy chair, or (someday, again) on trains and planes.

(I read this as an ARC via NetGalley.)
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  • [Party tries to choose ideals for the cult that won't conflict with a game themed around a crew of scoundrels.]
    "Like, as long as you're just overtly deceptive, I don't know."
    "The sky is purple!"

  • "You know you're a rat-bastard in that context, but it's all right, because it's for your purpose."
    "If we make ourselves so we have to be 100% honest all the time I don't think we can do anything."

  • "It was, like, the stampede of people and the building catching on fire that was the more loud part."

  • "Carrot and stick versus fish hook."
    "If the carrot is poisoned."

  • [Player realizes real-world mortgage expertise is relevant to extracting a treasure from an indebted ship captain.]
    "I'm thinking, like, we're subordinating a loan right now."
    "Look, we did data mining and modeling in our last campaign."

  • "Here's the real question, does she have a farm?"

  • "So you see a person with a sun for a head and they pull it down, it's a sign, that turns out to be a pizza sign."

  • "I was reminded the other day of Fire Orks."

  • "You put me in armour and I just look like a guy who doesn't operate well in armour."
    "A cosplayer."

  • "I lurk in the back and hold a lit bomb. In the character of a 1920s anarchist."
    "You're just there to make sure the meeting stays on task."

  • "You and I both come from noble families, right?"
    "Yeah, but mine is sort of, like, all dead."

  • "He falls on his face, crushing two tea tables and about thirteen doilies."
    "At least the doilies cushion my fall."

  • "We've gone from being a dark and gritty cult trying to get our god going to, like, a Marx brothers movie."

  • "Were there alligators anywhere near the biome that you were kayaking in?"
    "God, no! It was Lake Erie!"
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A velokab can more or less pilot itself. But machines can’t make moral choices. Or strategic ones either, supposedly. That’s why, if a kab ever crashes, its driver is supposed to pay the price.

When people talk about humans taking responsibility, they always seem to mean somebody else.


My story The Association of Twelve Thousand Flowers is now available to read for free at the Cossmass Infinities website!
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We had our first official Blades in the Dark session, in which the party (members of a cult dedicated to the god of the long-shattered sun) attempted to frame a nobleman for rigging a snailbaiting game, failed their Sway rolls, and dragged him through the service entrance while the arena caught fire instead.


  • "I want to meet our god and go blind! It'll be the best!"

  • "We don't even know what our god is. It could be, like, a snail."
    "The snail is a deadly laser."

  • [Party riffs on the sun symbolism encoded in a pizza.]
    "The crust is the corona."
    "You slowly open the box and it's...the dawn!"
    "I want pizza now."

  • [I enthusiastically describe the unfortunate cultural practice of betting on dart battles between eighteen-inch-tall attack snails.]
    "Is this in the source book, or did you make it up?"
    "Oh, I made it up."

  • "Is this snail on enough snail ghost meth for an explosion?"

  • "I have been out-intimidated by a four-foot cream puff!"
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I have two really different publications out today.

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[personal profile] blackswanseer asked, "Is there a book you're particularly looking forward to coming out in 2021 and if so, what what has you excited about it?"

I've simultaneously been doing a lot of reviewing and a lot of comfort reading, which means I've already read some of the 2021 books I'm excited about (Desolation Called Peace and Galactic Hellcats, for example), while I'm behind on other series where I'd usually jump on the latest release (how did two more Foreigner books come out when I wasn't looking?). I'm excited about voting in the Hugos this year. I'm not a completist about my ballot, but last time around I definitely found stuff (especially in the novella and series categories) that I wouldn't otherwise have known about. 2021 Hugo voting means 2020 releases, though!

One book I'm definitely looking forward to is Aliette de Bodard's novella Fireheart Tiger. I know it has women falling in love, and fantasy based on Vietnamese history. I hope it also has some literal tigers!

(If you'd like to suggest another topic, you can do so here!)
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My story "The Association of Twelve Thousand Flowers" is now for sale, as part of the January issue of Cossmass Infinities. The story involves unions, sex work, murder, ride-shares, elaborate descriptions of hair ribbons, exuberant bisexuality, and a planet that isn't ours.

Here are some of the ideas braided into the writing... )

I made two big changes... )

She stomped on the pedals. Her velokab lurched forward, straight toward a tourist hugging an overstuffed duffel. The tourist dropped their bag. I started to scream. But the velokab’s sensors cut in and jerked sideways, sliding the kab into traffic a hand’s-breadth behind a fat gray truck.

I watched the kab drive away, bobbing and turning through the traffic like a candy wrapper floating down the river. I made myself relax my toes and my fingertips. I thought about breezes on water. But my breath was still knotted up like a Company contract. I had almost stolen somebody’s life, because she hurt my feelings.

You’re shaking your head. You wouldn’t hold me to account. The judges wouldn’t either, no matter how smug they are, in their snow-white wigs. That’s what kab drivers are for: to be responsible. A velokab can more or less pilot itself. But machines can’t make moral choices. Or strategic ones either, supposedly. That’s why, if a kab ever crashes, its driver is supposed to pay the price.

When people talk about humans taking responsibility, they always seem to mean somebody else.


This story isn't actively about math, but it is about work. One of the characters has taken a job that keeps her away from her family for long stretches of time. One of the places I thought about, while writing that character, was Alberta. That's a place I've been for work. It's a place my dad worked in, too--he lived in a hotel for weeks at a time, doing engineering design for oil pipelines, in a year the US economy was struggling. We had dinner together once, when I was flying into Edmonton from one state and he was flying out to another, and traded paperbacks. I thought about the wide-open Edmonton sky, writing this story.
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Here's the poetry and popular math writing I published in 2020.

poetry



math

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Dandrielle Lewis interviews me about identity and intersectionality in the January 2021 issue of the Mathematical Association of America's Focus magazine.

poem

Dec. 21st, 2020 12:55 pm
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My poem The Ten Categories of Being Believed by Aristotle is up at Liminality just in time for the solstice.
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[personal profile] yhlee asked for a calligraphy post.

Here's something I learned from my middle-school art teacher that has come in handy for all sorts of signs and bits of art, over the years. Traditional calligraphy assumes you have a pen with an edged nib. If you want huge letters and you don't have a huge pen, you can hold two pencils together, and use those to calligraph an outline. The result (after closing off a couple of serifs) looks like this:

card outline

Then you can color in the letters however you like. In this case, I used sparkly watercolor:

watercolor card

Here is a less dimensional but even more sparkly image.

(You are welcome to request more topics here.)
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We wrapped up the arc today with a combat scene that involved a stumpy stone alligator dedicated to Xiuhtecuhtli, wrecking a phone with a well-thrown agate, and a whole lot of fire.

Quotes


  • "FOXOTOTL. I misspelled it! FOXOLOTL."
    "I pronounce this the death of the pizza guy joke."
    "That has far more integrated laughs over time."
  • "We are now the campaign of bad salamander puns."
  • "Foxolotl Inquirer!"
  • "Will people now look at Foxolotl News as a legitimate news source?"
    "We're legitimizing the next story they run about Jade Skirt showing up in my morning tamales!"
  • "Who's checking their social media during a ritual?--Well, OK, probably like half of them."
  • "It's pronounced Fosholotl News, right?"
    "We have linguistic standards for our jokes!"
  • [The character couldn't attract interest from legitimate news sources because...]
    "It's the Aztec Public Radio fund drive! 888-258-98 Cheetah Cheetah. Aztec Public Radio tote bag? Basket?"
  • "It looks like the kind of vehicle an exec would have."
    "I flip it off."
    "But what would your character do?"
  • [Five dice are purple and three dice are blue--but you roll four Fate dice at a time.]
    "Maybe the dice know you don't love them for who they are."
  • "I'll ready my blaster arm, because God damn it, we just rescued her!"
  • "I pull out my pocket knife and cut his tongue off my phone."
  • "Mocel's dad and his alligator."
    "Sounds like a terrible indie band."
    "I would buy their child's lullaby album."
  • "You gave a priest a temple blow."
    "Gotta hit 'em where it hurts."
  • "By Tlaloc's tadpole!"
  • "I was kind of looking forward to roleplaying my arm exploding."
  • "I was looking at the quotes from last time, and 'We found the linchpin, let's hit it with a hammer' is now our formal plan."
    "We hit it with an agate!"
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  • "Everything's a trap! Everything is always a trap!"
    "Doesn't count if you're not naked."
    "I didn't use a rock! I used a more elegant weapon for a more civilized age."
  • "As you said, more information is always good."
    "The last time you said that, you nearly ended up dead."
  • "Hopefully this isn't soured too much by the fact that I just killed her snake."
  • "I did not build another sexy egret, or egret regardless of sexy level."
  • [examining a magical wall calendar] "From the factories I have personally encountered, we're lucky we're not looking at a naked lady ward."
  • "Or are we in the 'we don't have a fucking plan' phase? Let's just blow up their shit."
  • "IPOT, International Pyramid of Tacos?"
  • "We found the linchpin, let's hit it with a hammer."
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I was given an ARC of A Desolation Called Peace, the sequel to Arkady Martine's debut novel A Memory Called Empire, and read it as quickly as I could, around the obligations of adulthood. This culminated in a Saturday... )
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The scroll I've been working on was given out today in Midrealm Court.

Willow scroll

brief documentation )

Scroll text )
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Galactic Hellcats, by Marie Vibbert, is coming out next spring. I read an ARC provided by the publisher.

Three women (a thief from Cleveland, an anxiety-plagued veteran from the Moon, and a bored rich girl from another planet) form a biker gang--except they don't have bikes, they have personal spaceships called solo-flyers. They bond by rescuing an abused prince who has been trained to please women but would rather meet a handsome young man of his own.

Galactic Hellcats has an old-fashioned pulp aesthetic. For example, there's a planet where everyone wears elaborate eyeshadow, a pair of disturbingly flirtatious androids, and a nomadic group on a patched-together spaceship who reminded me a little of Mass Effect's quarians. It's light-hearted and ecumenically sexy: I particularly enjoyed the scene where the formerly law-abiding veteran Margot yearns as her new teammate Zuleikah paints her solo-flyer with flames. But this is a story shaped around friendship and lucky heists, not romance: absolutely nobody's longing is reciprocated.

Vibbert's work is grounded (here, literally, at the bottom of the space elevator) in her working-class Ohio experience. In this book, that experience shows up in sharp-eyed observation of the way the repo man cheats and a sequence where naive Moon-raised Margot learns the important moral lesson that you never, ever trust the cops. If you're fortunate enough to live near Cleveland, you can find croissants like the ones so delicious that they almost disrupt a hacking attempt at the On the Rise bakery in Cleveland Heights.

All of the Hellcats are embarrassed and inadequate sometimes--the prince nearly flubs the final heist because he has never heard of a kumquat--but they all get chances to shine, as well. Even Margot's unromantic experience as a space navy stock clerk turns out to be crucial. I learned from working on cars with my dad that sometimes you lay out everything carefully, with the parts you removed neatly labeled in painstakingly washed salsa containers, and sometimes you just have to bang on part of the engine until everything aligns. Galactic Hellcats provides both of those satisfactions, the planning and the crashing. At last everything slides into place with purring motors and a team setting out to explore another star.
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I browsed through MetaFilter Projects the other day and discovered Chess Patch Notes, a guide to historical changes in the rules of the game of chess, described as if they were updates to a massively multiplayer online game. For example:

We wanted to speed up the early game and make sure players can get right into the action, so we're buffing the early game Pawn.

Buff: Pawns can now move two spaces forward if they have not yet moved.
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When I first started working from home, I realized I needed a pair of fingerless gloves of my own--and then the weather got warmer, and they no longer seemed like a priority. Now that it's fall, though, I've started layering up again, and I finally sewed the ends in.

The yarn is Millefiori Light. It's not very tightly spun, which made it a bit of a hassle to work with, but the color changes are gorgeous. I have another ball in peacock colors, earmarked for a friend.

pictures under the cut )

crumpets

Oct. 5th, 2020 11:44 am
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I made crumpets for brunch on Sunday!

crumpets

[personal profile] glasseye has been maintaining a sourdough culture, so the main effort involved was acquisition of crumpet rings. (I bought stainless steel ones, on general principle.)

I need to find or make more jam: our current collection has lots of relishes and hot pepper jelly, but no classic fruit jam or marmalade.
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My poem "Gifts for a dry country" is up at Rough Cut Press.

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